I’ve been asking everyone I know the past month if the past year has turned out the way they’d expected at the start of it? The reason I wanted to know is because I asked myself this question. The year has turned out well for me. Professionally, I’m happy with the contributions and progress I’ve made. Physically, I’m more fit than I’ve been in a long time, but it wouldn’t hurt to improve in this area. I’ve noticed that I’ve been more aware of myself and my surroundings. Those were things I’ve striven to improve upon and I’m glad that I’ve kept on top of myself in those areas. Of course, I didn’t progress at all in my studies. I decided not to take any courses. That will change this coming year.
When I question myself about the past year’s expectations, I must also consider the antithesis of that question. What was unexpected? Did I face it with dignity and grace or did I run and cower? Did I do what was best overall or did I merely do what was most expedient?
I’ve had less than dignified moments this past year. I apologize to those who have seen me at my worst. I thank everyone who has passed through my life. You’ve contributed much to my development and I’ll always be grateful.
Happy New Years!